Usually New Years is greeted by plans and goals and expectations.
Not this year.
We cannot plan anything until we see how this covid stuff is going to play out, and it's hard to reach goals without that ability to plan. Without my goals, the expectations are...what?...a wisp of smoke?
I can only make peace with the reality of where I'm at, right now, and that makes a very strange beginning to a new year.
Late edit: this sounds all very morose. It just will always seem strange to me that when it came to making a resolution for the new year, the one I came up with is 'I will be content in the moment.' Seems strange to me that resolutions are always seen as a future plan, but this year, I can only look at the present.
I do expect 2021 to be a more stable year than 2020 was.