I've been watching the world around me this week, and witnessing the anguish of so many people, in so many places has been difficult for me.
I've always been like this. I don't know why. I'm rarely in a position to make a difference to anyone, but I grieve terribly.
In the midst of all of this, I suddenly realize that I don't believe in God anymore. I'm not sure what has happened. I just don't.