I was disappointed that the night before school started, I had a major sort of meltdown, emotional, and sure, to the very core of my being, that I was not up to this challenge. I just really thought that I was past all of that, but no. Today, relaxed and listening, I realized that I was really enjoying the discussion. Those pre-school jitters dissipated very, very quickly, and I am quite glad for that.
I applied for another job today, a small job that is flexible, and would work around both my school and my job at Tractor Supply. It is a professional job that would allow me to work among professional people, to interact on a professional level, to study how professional people conduct themselves. I think that I need to study that behavior closely. I think this would be a great opportunity to do so.
I don't have any real studying to do tonight. I made a few index cards, but really, not a lot to study. Feels weird.